As September comes to an end... I realize how succesful this month was. Just for the transformation I've began.
Everyday is a learning experience for me. For every actor out there- it is. You live, you learn. You get new experiences everyday. At an audition- and in life. After doing these workshops - and finally became Sag Elgible today. It's liberating. I used to feel as though these opportunities for auditions in the field of tv/film were out of the question for me. I know I'm green. i don't have many credits on my resume. But I have a passion. And I have always had a drive to not let anyone tell me I can't do something. I've knocked on doors- ALOT of them. Been turned down ALOT this year. But each time it's just made me stronger. As everything in my life that has happened to me that I thought was bad then. It's actually helped me remain extremely strong throughout the continuation of this journey.
And I mean I've been told it all. Upfront. Without a care. Fix this- fix that. And it's only made me be so confused at times- what the hell am I doing wrong? Why am I not enough? Well I am. I am enough. And it's taking a long time for me to accept who I am- after being told I shouldn't so many times and to change. Not to say I won't evolve as a person. But I will not change my outer looks to be more socially acceptable. I am who I am. And we are all beautiful in our own natural way.
So having said all that. I look forward ssooooo much to this upcoming month! October is my favorite month :) I love fall & watching hocus pocus. And baking vegan pumpkin muffins :) Yum. Well like I said. This month was pretty epic. Who knows whats in store for October and the rest of my life! Bring it on!
<3 Have a great day!